Yet deep in the mire, with sensual swine, Thank you so much for your feedback. I trust God will bring my husband back. That morning, he believed, he was a new creation. Even though I wrestled with what God wanted me to do because I thought I had many reasons not to go home, I was given a second chance to finally obey God and returned to my husband. #3) A change from apathy to readiness (2 Corinthians 9:3) Prodigal spouses will be ready to do whatever it takes for restoration and peace in their relationship with God and their families. Thank you for sharing this. Its not true! God is faithfulwe know that, so now we just have to actually believe it. I was a regular church goer and I tithed but I still didnt have that personal relationship with God..well God has a way of getting our attention in ways unimaginable.and he got mine. He knows exactly how to get in touch with you. He can send the storm of a desperately sick child. They can do without our sermons, but they cant live without our prayers. I thought I was in control and I would do as I pleased. There she squandered everything on clubbing with men half her age. I believe my story is a good example that proves running from Gods plan is never a good idea. We cant pay our bills. *Book title/movie links are affiliate links unless otherwise noted. Psalm 38:1-22 The most difficult thing God has ever asked of me has been to trust in Him, to give my husband completely to Him and to love no matter what. God bless you and your family. As you will see when reviewing her testimony below, Crystal was determined she was not going to lose her good marriage over something like this, so she stormed the throne of God asking Him to move to bring her husband back. Just as Jesus is faithful to forgive us, and He is full of mercy, grace and love, so a stander must be immersed in Him, put away their own flesh, and show those same things to the prodigal spouse. Sometimes in our attempt to reach out to the prodigals we know, we can intervene too soon. What I learned: Bitterness and vengefulness is vain it destroys us from the inside out, and hurts those we love as well. All Rights Reserved. I am just waiting for my husband to come back, because Satan is already defeated, but its our faith that moves mountains! Join our Merry Band, become a Brilliant Writer, and dazzle your readers! The truth is, Gods plan continues to chase us, and until we surrender our lives to Him we will be miserable. We claim to have a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. Im scared; Im tired; I have thoughts of ending my life to stop this pain. Forgiveness is freedom. We hear the ENEMYS voice louder than Gods; we have put Gods voice on mute and the enemy tells us that we will be happy if we are divorced from youthen we could be free, happy and fulfilled. I tried to run away from the problems I was having, but my story as a prodigal wife proves that we never really get away from things by running from them. God knows exactly how to get our attention. We dont stop standing until we see our promise come to pass. Our sin, our compromise, and our deceit always injures our spouse, our children, our friends, and our family. bless you as well! In other words, dont befriend someone to convert them everyone can tell. I am a standing husband and working on myself and my walk with God. And indeed, the first few months (perhaps years) after Rosaria chose to believe and trust in God, she lost everything her job, her friends, her students and colleagues respect, her partner, and her (old, comfortable) life. It seems so boring and mostly irrelevant, which is why this Sunday and every Sunday most people will not be in any church anywhere. What I learned: The most powerful friendships are those without ulterior motives. Heres his response: Please, pray that God will give me a new heart to know him. Your sharing speaks such truth!!! My husband left home three years ago, and its been a turbulent time for both of us. As a shepherd seeks out his flock when he is among his sheep that have been scattered, so will I seek out my sheep, and I will rescue them from all places where they have been scattered on a day of clouds and thick darkness. I truly need it as my heart is shattered over my husband leaving and being with another woman. When your relationship and love for God far surpasses that of your wife/husband, you have arrived. Come quickly, Lord! How else can you explain a mans reckless behavior in having one affair after another? God crushed me and brought me to my knees and after countless hours of repentence, the fog cleared and things became crystal clear. But I finally understand and it is only by Gods grace and lots of prayers that I still place my hope in the Lord and His promises and I believe deep down that it is not over even though it might seem that way. Please support our ministry by giving here. Its only later that your realize the storm was a severe mercy from the Lord. That he will never stop going after the strays. He put on my neck a chain to hold This is where I am at now, my husband is cold and telling me that its never going to work out! We can preach a thousand sermons and the world doesnt care. My heart was sooo hard, and those were the same words my husband spoke to me. But I have faith that God will bring my wife back and Im a stander for however long it takes!! And there was no higher step to takeWhy did I feel so disappointed? Chad Williams. Thank you so much for your testimony. As far as I could see we were the perfect couplewent out together.stayed home togetherlaughed, joked..we were like two peas in a podof course we had our regular marital problems.no marriage is perfect..in addition to the above we also.. argued and sometimes told each other some harsh words.LIKE EVERY OTHER COUPLEit isnt right but it happens.. Also notice she went into a very heavy seeking mode by searching out every good book she could find on marriage, prayer, and spiritual warfare. I had built my life around my husband and now he was goneI felt like I lost the better part of me..I couldnt eat.I couldnt eat .I didnt want to socialize and I forced myself to go to work..but God had a plan.even though all seemed lostGod was turning my situation around even as I was hurting..what the devil meant for evil God was turning around for good. The devil has his sleeping pills too. God indeed stopped me and now I am the one praying to God for my husbands heart and I am the one who wants restoration. Its like God is mad at me or something. After reading your post, I am encouraged on a new level. I felt like Jonah who ran from Gods assignment, and ended up in the belly of a giant fish. As the ship groans and creaks under the weight of the wind and the heavy waves, and as the men throw cargo overboard in a desperate attempt to save the ship, where is Jonah? Only when I finally gave it all to God and felt that peace did everything start to fall into place. It was also then that I started to pray for my husbands heart, and God has truly worked wonderful things to bring us to where we are today. I know because I cant quit thinking about you and what Ive done to you. And even if the world doesnt want our religion, it desperately wants our prayers. Others were not outwardly prodigals, or were not aware perhaps that they were missing God in their lives. The enemy will do everything to destroy your stand and keep your loved one in bondage. God is doing Gods work in my husband. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it. I learned the first rule of repentance: that repentance requires greater intimacy with God than with our sin. He is a good, good God! Satan is defeated and overcome by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of our Restored Marriage Testimonies when we stand on the power and promise of Gods Word for the restoration of our marriages and families just as declared in Revelation 12:10-11. I am praying for my marriage to be restored and brand new again, and I have gotten out of Gods way. I could not see beyond the circumstances however, or the BIG PICTURE of what He had in store for us. Not many days later, the wife gathered all she had and flew to the other side of the country. The world doesnt care about our religion, but the world wants us to pray. I just found this site and Ive been doing everything you said not to do! We still have a long way to go, but I feel God working in us and guiding us in the right direction. Soon he would be in Tarshish, a beautiful city in Spain. Mostly they are uninterested in anything the church has to offer. 2 Peter 2:19 Lets take a look at how God begins the process of bringing Jonah back home. IT IS JUST TEMPORARY! But, please, dont stop! I was deep in thought today and I want to share some of my experience as a prodigal. Thank you for sharing, Stephanie. We even think our children will be "just fine"-another lie. When you are angry, love them (for they are angry too). I didnt feel like I deserved to come home or to be received by my wife. We all wonder how to reach this generation that seems so turned off to God and religion. If we wait for people to come to our services, we will in most cases wait forever. He still has love for the NCP. I keep pushing him farther and farther away. Hes going to seduce you with anger, bitterness, sex, and anything else he can to eliminate your will to press forward in this battle. Yet while I was a great way off How else you explain a mother who abandons her own children? We may think that someone has hit rock bottom when they are still scheming a way out of their problems. 2. At first, I didnt know what to do, but I finally ran to God.. There was a man who had a wife. James 1:8 says that a double minded man is unstable in all his ways, and unstable is exactly where your spouse is. Take any major American city, including those in the so-called Bible Belt, and you can see it for yourself. It's really important when standing for a marriage to do everything you're able to build your faith. I accepted the truth and knew deep in my heart that beyond all the pain in our lives, going back was where I belonged. Ashleys story was eventually made into a movie. Yet she did it anyway. This really encouraged me. Do you consider yourself married in God's eyes regardless of your legal marital status? The storms come to get our attention. You certainly understand that repentance is really the only thing that ever changes anything. So, you will keep fighting. For six years, best friends and debate partners David and Nabeel argued back and forth, challenging each other and digging deep to figure out whose beliefs were actually true. Psalm 139:7-10 Where can I go from Your Spirit? But then Nabeel met David Wood, a staunch Christian who had once spent time in jail for attempting to kill his father, and who came to know the love of God through the challenge of a fellow inmate. He went down to Joppa (an ancient port city just south of modern-day Tel Aviv) where he found a boat bound for Tarshish. And this woman went into a very heavy seeking mode. So thank you so very, very much! Today is March 16th 2011. Regardless of what I thought, I had come face-to-face with the miserable consequences of my choices. My wife told me she wanted a divorce after twenty-five years of marriage. If I take the wings of the morning, And dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea, Even there Your hand shall lead me, And Your right hand shall hold me. And I never consulted God on anything; I was too angry and my heart was made of the hardest stone imaginable. Then they start throwing their profit away by throwing the cargo overboard. Faith is often fed through (true) stories. PRAY, PRAY, PRAY and be unrelenting!! He can send the storm of financial collapse. Deuteronomy 20:4 We claim to know the living God. Hebrews 4:16 and they may come to their senses and escape from the snare of the devil, having been held captive by him to do his will. Besides being a fascinating autobiography about a powerful evangelist who sadly passed away last year, this book gives readers a helpful look into Christian apologetics, Islam, and evangelism. Contact Rejoice; Submit a Testimony; Submit . By Stephanie. YOU HAVE BEEN CALLED INTO THIS BATTLE, AND GOD WILL BRING YOUR VICTORY IF YOU DO NOT GIVE UP!!!! RELINQUISH your spouse to God. Every step we take out of the will of God hurts those around us. Im afraid, and my heart is saturated with anger, shame, and guilt. (LogOut/ I dont want to apportion blame too much here but suffice it to say we had some in-law issues which contributed greatly to our demise.but that is another story and I want to concentrate on how God showed up and showed off in the mist of my situation. The world knows this. In 2005, widowed single mother Ashley Smith was in the middle of moving when she was apprehended by an escaped murderer and held hostage in her apartment for seven hours. Im just seeking after the heart of God. Thank you! I know he is coming home and I know what unconditional love is now! So, we stand. God brought me to my knees when there was nothing and no one else that could help me. marriage, I had released my husband and my marriage to God and I knew God was going to do something. I realized that something inside of me was not right and led me on a journey far away from the people that I once loved. Softly, he wept. Lauren Hillenbrand, Unbroken. Though Nabeel has graduated from this life, his ministry continues to live on in his wife, and his friends. Just like The Parable of the Prodigal Son found in the Bible, God is waitin. I believe when God sees this kind of intense seeking activity, He is really moved, and sometimes that is what will get Him to move to answer the prayer. Scripture taken from New King James Version. Her experience and insight is a perfect illustration of the biblical principles of standing for marriage restoration and confirms just why God teaches us to do what His Word says (Luke 6:46-49); He made us and He knows how we tick! But no more! When you are done with your self-pity, you decide to pray and fast for your loved one. We praise, worship, give thanks, and march our way to the battlefield, knowing all well that God will deliver his promise to us. I have monitored your site daily since I found it, hoping you would post something new as I need encouragement . All in all, as you read her incredible testimony, the thing that stands out is her fierce determination that she was not going to let her marriage go, and that she would take a hold of God and keep praying to Him until He brought her husband back home to her. I finally cried out to God for help and in response God gave me the same instructions that I had been avoiding to go home. But I simply could not imagine that I would end up back in the original place from where I tried to escape for so long! Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand firm. But we have to take responsibility for our choices as well. I know because I can't quit thinking about you and what I've done to you. Jonah said, I think Ill go west.. Karen's Testimony My story: Marriage after Betrayal My husband was gone. What I learned: Never give up on those you love keep praying. But after being raised in a family plagued with sexual abuse, marital affairs, and deceit, she left her own marriage for another man and nearly lost the hope of making her dream a reality. Repentance is first of all a work of God in the human heart. We pray, and we fast until we have victory. Thanks for your interest! The Bible can speak even to people who are antagonistic to it as long as they are willing to study it with an open mind. He began to party heavily with friends, and lost control of himself, so much so that he frightened his own parentsuntil he found out about God and His plans for him, and did a total 180 with his life. I was very unhappy in my marriage and I didnt believe I loved my husband anymore; we were always either arguing or giving each other the silent treatment. The Prodigal Son Susan remembers her firstborn son Martin as a delightful little boy. It wasnt logical nor was it the woman that I had been married to the previous 10 years. AND DO NOT PICK IT BACK UP!! When you walk in the footsteps of the father of the prodig It seems like everywhere I go, God is reminding me to come back home. People sometimes ask, Do you think God can speak to me today? I tell them, Dont worry about it. I NEED YOU!!! If you come a day too soon, the prodigal will always think, With one more day, I would have figured out a way to solve my own problems. As long as the scheming and lying and deceiving continues, the best thing we can do is to pray for Gods Spirit to bring them to their senses and to wait patiently until that day comes. Some were missionaries. But a priest gave her a pamphlet describing Gods love something Angela had never heard before. After he had wasted all his inheritance inwildliving, he ended up feeding the pigs (Luke 15:15-16). 1 Corinthians 15:10. God bless you and your family as well and thank you for joining my journey on Heart of a Wife. Luke 10:19 Thank you once again. I was deceived and left my husband for another man. Dear Spouse, It's me, your lost beloved. Curious, she did so. Its not outer change we need, but deep, inner transformation by the Holy Spirit. Mark 10:9 Therefore what God has joined together, let not man separate. The son would have said, If only you had left me alone for one more day, I would have made all my money back because I was investing in pork bellies.. Hes got your number written on his heart. You feel like your whole world has been shattered and that you will never be able to trust your spouse again, even though you are asking God to bring your mate back to you as you cannot stand the pain of that broken heart. Williams was one of the very few who managed to actually complete SEAL training on his first try. Use this time to complete the work that needs to be done in yourself and let God work on your spouse. As my husband led me through the front door, colorful balloons and handmade signs adorned the living room wall. Sometimes we just need to be encouraged. (Ezekiel 34:11). Some were preachers. My sense is that you knew Him when you went through your Jonah moments. This book is written by mother and son, alternating between Christopher and Angelas perspective. My story has so many things in common with all here. One of the more frequent type of emails we have received over the years since we have been online is from married couples, where one of the spouses has left the other one for another partner. He hates it! It was also hard to hear him (the crowd was large and he was an old man at that point). I found myself in a very bad situation many times, and knew that I had invited misery into my life. When youre in the storm, you tend to be fearful, angry and frustrated. No chance to tread in the narrow path; It was all working out like he had planned. Please, dont give up on me! (Theres no escape from a ring, they say) I have dreams, visions, and endless memories of you. document.getElementById( "ak_js_1" ).setAttribute( "value", ( new Date() ).getTime() ); The buyer will recieve these sessions via Facebook Messenger, Text or Phone call, A Prodigal Wife Who Finally StopsRunning, There Is No Human Remedy To Change AProdigal. Joseph's Christian Testimony NEW! This is the first site I have found that give me direction and guidance. Louis Zamperini was an Olympic runner and talented mischief-maker whose incredible survival story (30+ days floating in the open ocean after his plane crashed into the sea; then a year in a brutal Japanese POW camp being tormented by a sadistic guard) became a best-selling book, then a movie directed by Angelina Jolie. Oh my word! Monday, January 26th, 2009 at 11:07 am in Seeds Of Faith. Thank you for this site and ministry. As He tells us, Come to me all you who are weary and heavy laden and you will find rest for your souls. Hes got our marriages in His hands, so we should be at peace. I know that many who read my words have prodigals in your life. Do you remember what happened to the prodigal son in Luke 15? Jonah is about to learn this truth the hard way. So click here to Become A FAM Member, where you can read, respond to or share encouragement from The Prodigal Perspective! For the Lord your God is he who goes with you to fight for you against your enemies, to give you the victory. God bless you as you continue to heal with your husband and family. His marriage began falling apart and he nearly hurt his baby daughter and strangled his wife Cynthia. prodigal spouse testimonieswhat happens if a hospital loses joint commission accreditation. He doesnt give you a remarkable amount to make it easy; he gives you just enough so that in your weakness, his power will rest upon you. Sometimes, when my own faith is flagging, it is encouraging to read stories about (and usually by) people who have struggled usually with tougher situations than mine and overcome. So I promise that from today I will cast all my burdens on the Lord because He cares for me and I will wait on God. I thought I was alone and I could find nothing to encourage me as I was the prodigal now praying for the restoration of my marriage. Just another thing for God to Handle. Nichols later peacefully allowed himself to be re-arrested. He also says I have been separated for almost a year, and have experienced many blessings along the way. What I learned: Hospitality and respect for those who believe differently than you do are powerful forces for change. Love One Another The Overlooked Commandment. If you do, wake up and pray for us!. (LogOut/ And if they were able to survive, thrive, and encounter Gods goodness in their troubles, so can we. Nabeel, like Rosaria Butterfield (above) had everything to lose and seemingly nothing to gain for rejecting his Muslim roots and turning to Christ. I am going through exactly same marriage problem like Crystal. DONT STOP PRAYING AND FASTING! 1 Corinthians 10:13 Dear Spouse, Its me, your lost beloved. 4-5). I thought I had to continue on the path that I started because in my mind nothing would ever be the same again. Even though I was fighting the drugs, I still woke up every morning and read a chapter in my BibleIf nothing else good happened in my life, at least I was going to hear God every day. Ashley Smith. And so he did. Those searing words speak to an inner battle we all feel from time to time, a battle we sometimes sing about in more familiar words: Prone to wander, Lord, I feel it, God kept reminding me of my vows to my husband, and the choice I made to be married until death do us part that I made long ago I simply could not forget, no matter how hard I tried. When last we left the reluctant prophet, he seemed to be on top of the world. I have never felt pain like I did then in my entire life..it is amazing when you are down on luck how quickly you remember that GOD does exists. But in the end, he chose to follow where he saw the evidence leading himthis is his story. If you have a spouse that has left you for another person, it would be our recommendation to plead the blood of Jesus around them, and then plead the blood of Jesus against any demons who are trying to get in the middle of this, along with pleading the blood of Jesus directly against the person they are having the affair with. He will always lead us right back to his will. Revelation 3:19 Some of them grew up in Sunday School. I dont even know if this is still an active thread. Notice she said she had faith less than the size of a mustard seed when she first started to approach the Lord for His help. How much greater? Blackened my brow where all might see, And The Prodigal Perspective always bears witness to and confirms Isaiah 57:20-21, which declaresBut the wicked are like the tossing sea, which cannot rest, whose waves cast up mire and mud. I am still shaking after reading your post. Consistently being received with love, consistently seeing Christ in my wife, consistently finding an attitude of unconditional forgiveness and compassion is what won the battle. Certainly, it is well done, and the conclusion that following Gods plan for our lives is the right one, but oh, how true it is the hurt we cause loved ones when we fail to obey the Lord. I give all the thanks and praise to God for what he didit doesnt matter what your situation looks like.it doesnt matter how impossible and dead it seemsit doesnt matter what your husband or wife is planning..we plan but God is also planning and he works EVERYTHING out together for those that love the LORD.. DO NOT GIVE UP.THE DEVIL AND EVEN YOUR OWN MIND IS GOING TO TRY TO TELL YOU TO MOVE ONLEAVE HIM/HER ALONEHE/SHE DOESNT WANT YOU..THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO..THERE IS NO ONE THAT CAN HELP YOU NOW..DO NOT LISTENeven in your tears.cry out to God.when you dont know what to say..just say JESUS.nothing moretears is a language God understands and he is going to work it out.. Thank you for reading The Story Of The Prodigal Spouse, I hope this helps!!! Talent vs. Faithfulness: What is God Looking For? Three Testimonies of Prodigals Who Returned. As the poem reminds us, we may be in church every Sunday, smiling and singing and going through the motions, with rebellion deep in our hearts. God, I am done standing in your way. Several years ago I ran across the work of a Canadian poet named Ethelwyn Wetherald who lived in the early part of the 20th century. Jake. 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